This week has been totally and utterly written off. It started ok with a well planned but point-tastic weekend. Then from Tuesday night in, it's been a disaster. I have been supporting a very good friend through some truely awful things and it culminated on Friday night sitting in A&E with her for 4 hours. Dinner Friday night was Heinz spaghetti on toast and 4 jaffa cakes eaten at 11.45pm when I got home.
Personally I'm not feeling in a strong place and I either don't WANT to eat because I'm too tired/nauseous/fed up (delete as appropriate) or I just can't be bothered. The other bad thing is the temptation to binge but luckily for me this hasn't reared it's head. I just feel too nauseous currently.
This all tolled is NOT GOOD NEWS when you're trying to diet. Yesterday I didn't weigh in through choice as I knew I would have gained and I just couldn't face it. I had a big Indian blowout last night and a 10 hour sleep so I feel a little better but still fragile and not sure if I'm up to all the planning etc.
On the flip side I know I have to do this but when you're feeling exhausted, your kids are ripping lumps out of each other, you have to work and everyone seems to want a bit of you it's tough to get the balance.
Normal service will be resumed shortly.
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